anna's garbage

dange-ORANGE-ously cute

udahmabok — Wed, 08 Sep 2010 04:04:06 +0000

i like this new orange theme.

should post more often.

Take Me Out

udahmabok — Fri, 07 May 2010 01:08:02 +0000

amudi amudi,,, tolong keluarkan saya dari Planet IF !!

no no no.

ga baik, ga baik, saya orangnya pemalu.

noooo

siyal, gw baru tau, postingan selama ini masuk ke Planet IF.

te amo

udahmabok — Fri, 07 May 2010 00:55:39 +0000

ahora y siempre.

I’m not that bad, am I?

udahmabok — Wed, 05 May 2010 11:13:26 +0000

some of my fellas are so damn good in coding or configuring the network.

some of them are excellent in writing and creating phrase id never thought before.

some of the prettiest are so beautiful i couldn’t describe.

some makes a lot amount of money!!

some of them are so patient i tempted to make them angry (that’s my husband)

by all means

i dont know why im not excellent in everything i do. just an average woman.

not that beautiful, but enough to tempt over-35-years-old men in my office. and wait, i’m honored to be the second most beautiful woman when i was in college, and also the sexiest, the kindest, the most chatty woman

not that smart, but still get to itb or just the second winner of english speech in my office. hmmf, this is the second second i mention in this posting. to be the first is quite hard, isnt it?

not that smart, but still configure the network, googly search the command, making the management of bandwidth by my own.

not that patient, but… well, i dont have excuse for this statement. Haha. this’ your part huney.

i’m not that bad, am I?

I just… often forget im not as bad as I think I am

find Him

udahmabok — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 09:00:19 +0000

must say that these are real good sentences.

im not an agnostic, nor a atheist. not too brave to be one.but i have any chance, maybe i am.must say that being believer is just only happened by grace.

“I tried to find Him on the Christian Cross, but He was not there;

I went to the Temple of the Hindus and to the pagodas, but I could not find a trace of Him anywhere.

I searched on the mountains and in the valley and across the deserts, but neither in the heights nor in the depths was I able to find Him.

I went to the Kaaba in Mecca, but He was not there either.

I questioned the scholars and the philosophers but He was beyond their understanding.

I then looked into my heart and it was there where He dwelled that I saw Him;

He is no where else to be found, for words are useless (specially sentences) and life defies definition.”

~ Jalal Uddin Rumi~

an old senior high school song

udahmabok — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 12:44:51 +0000

[one man had ever sung it. sweet]

It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you dont say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There’s a truth in your eyes saying you’ll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me when ever I fall
You say it best..when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
Whats been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Lets me know that you need me..

change the tagline

udahmabok — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 12:31:34 +0000

there are much of ironic happen in our life.

contoh nih contohnya,, daku pengen sekali ke bali. waktu kuliah ampe nangis merengek2 ingin ke bali. then, when i have enough-but-not-much money, i urge to go there with my own money. i had one of the best moment in life there, met my closests friend, together with my boyfriend. what a momentual.

one month later, i’m surprised when my boss commands me to go there together with my co-worker. it is for free. I actually see it as a rare and -wow its rock- opportunity. but apparently i m not feeling as happy as the first time. all the enthusiasm,the passion, the longing has disappeared.moreover, i might not see erifle there.and no boyfriend too.huh.

hmmmff, im kind of melancholic yay.. but i get it. now, that i must change the tagline, “from bali is the most beautiful place” be the “with u is the most precious and beautiful moment”.

indeed. i miss my old time with my friends. always do

that aqua

udahmabok — Mon, 13 Jul 2009 10:33:31 +0000

i apparently cant see why she is prefer to buy water for her ALONE, rather than share it. is that her with her “i don’t have problem with money” or me, who always come up with idea, “we can buy and share it together”, be the problem?

Go to hell with ur gallon of aqua. i swear i wont drink it.

euforia pemilu

udahmabok — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 00:45:23 +0000

maaf Indonesia..

aku golput lagi..

kalau ada putaran kedua,, pasti daku ikut..

semoga ada..

random bubblings

udahmabok — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 11:25:54 +0000

routines – might be a term in IT, but for me just a slight conscious moment to hardly stop grieving, complaining, blaming or just asking and chose to do it in the same way others do it. i hate to be similar though

what’s the matter of being envy? envy others who did things better is a good sign of any reformation. stop say, “be grateful”. i don’t know how to do it.

arifle, pizza and coding. i guess i miss it