i am tired
i can not even think another words precious writen here
cause i am tired and i am crying,
i am moron, pathetic and dumb
and somehow,,, somehow i dont need to hear any words like ‘be patient, be thankful or be calm’.
i just need your hands, your words, your steady, your understanding.
i am egoist then,
but give me hours to burst out my feeling,
just like when i was a child. i didn’t need to be strong and dependable.
cause i am not.
i know all the cries wont lease any problems, i know it makes me dumber and more useless.
but let me be the stupid then, so i can be my self.
[in my messy office]
